Why do you really want more of God’s power? That uncomfortable question could change everything about how you use it.
Making All Things New
In the book of Judges, we encounter a man who had everything going for him. Samson was blessed from birth, set apart for God’s purposes, and given supernatural strength through the Spirit of the Lord. When the Spirit came upon him, he could defeat a thousand men with the jawbone of a donkey. He could tear a lion apart with his bare hands. He could carry city gates on his shoulders. But here’s the tragedy: Samson used his God-given anointing to pursue his own desires. He used it to show off. He used it for personal vengeance. He used it to intimidate and impress. And in the end, this man who had been given such incredible power from the Spirit died blind, bound, and buried under the rubble of his enemies’ temple—taking his gift to a premature grave.
Samson had incredible anointing. But he never examined his motivations for using it, nor did he consider what God’s purpose was in giving it to him. His story serves as a sobering reminder that divine power without divine purpose becomes destructive rather than redemptive. The same spiritual gifts that could have delivered Israel became tools of personal gratification that ultimately destroyed the very man who wielded them. This pattern repeats throughout history when people receive God’s power but fail to align their hearts with God’s purposes.
As we seek God’s transforming power in our lives, two questions demand our honest attention: Why do we want an outpouring of the Holy Spirit? And what will we do with the anointing when we receive it? These questions might make us uncomfortable, but they could radically transform how we approach the Holy Spirit and ensure that the fire within us burns for God’s purposes, not our own.
Examining Our Hearts
The prophet Jeremiah said: “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” [Jeremiah 17:9]. Jeremiah’s ancient question pierces through our spiritual pretense to expose an uncomfortable truth: we often don’t understand our own motivations, especially when it comes to seeking God’s power. Like archaeological layers that must be carefully excavated to reveal what lies beneath, our desires for spiritual experiences often contain hidden agendas buried under religious language.
The Seduction of Self-Glorification
One of the most dangerous reasons for seeking the anointing is the hidden desire to make ourselves look powerful, spiritual, or significant. The longing to be recognized as “anointed” can easily masquerade as a holy pursuit. But when we seek the Spirit’s power to elevate our image, we risk crossing the fine line between God-honoring ministry and self-promotion. This temptation proves particularly subtle because it clothes itself in spiritual language and appears to serve righteous purposes.
King Uzziah provides a sobering example of how spiritual success can corrupt our motivations. He began his reign with humility and God’s favor. Scripture says, “He sought God during the days of Zechariah, who instructed him in the fear of God. As long as he sought the Lord, God gave him success” [2 Chronicles 26:5]. Under the Spirit’s empowerment, Uzziah led military victories, built fortified cities, and became a powerful innovator. His fame spread far and wide, and he grew exceedingly strong.
But then came the turning point: “But after Uzziah became powerful, his pride led to his downfall” [2 Chronicles 26:16]. Success had shifted his focus from God’s glory to his own. He entered the temple to burn incense—a duty restricted by God to priests alone—seeking to extend his dominion into a sacred space God had not given him. When the priests confronted him, Uzziah became enraged. In that moment of pride-fueled anger, the Lord struck him with leprosy. The man who sought to be seen by all ended up hidden from all.
The Trap of Personal Gain
The second corrupted motivation treats the anointing as currency for personal advancement—whether that’s influence, prosperity, or the expansion of our own kingdom. This temptation is especially subtle in ministry settings, where spiritual language can mask worldly ambition. We begin to view the anointing as leverage for gaining access, accumulating wealth, or establishing authority. In doing so, we transform the sacred into a transaction.
Simon the Sorcerer offers us a window into this mindset. Before his encounter with the apostles, Simon had built a lucrative career amazing people with his sorcery in Samaria. When Philip arrived preaching the gospel with genuine signs and wonders, Simon saw something more powerful than his own arts. When Peter and John arrived from Jerusalem and began laying hands on believers to receive the Holy Spirit, Simon’s response revealed his heart: “Give me also this ability so that everyone on whom I lay my hands may receive the Holy Spirit” [Acts 8:19].
Peter’s response was fierce and uncompromising: “May your money perish with you, because you thought you could buy the gift of God with money! You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God” [Acts 8:20-21]. Simon wanted divine power for personal advantage, revealing that despite his baptism, he had not truly grasped the nature of God’s kingdom. His attempt to purchase spiritual authority demonstrated a fundamental misunderstanding of how God’s power operates.
The Illusion of Control
The third distorted motivation seeks the anointing for the intoxicating sense of spiritual superiority and control it can bring. This desire is particularly deceptive because it mimics the real authority the Spirit brings—but twists it to serve self-exaltation rather than service. It’s the subtle seduction of being the one people look to, the one who “carries” something others don’t, the one who holds spiritual rank.
The seven sons of Sceva provide a dramatic illustration of what happens when people try to wield spiritual power without spiritual authority. These Jewish exorcists had observed Paul casting out demons in Jesus’s name and decided to add this powerful formula to their repertoire. “In the name of the Jesus whom Paul preaches, I command you to come out,” they declared to an evil spirit [Acts 19:13]. They had the right words, they invoked the right name, but something crucial was missing.
The demon’s response exposed their presumption: “Jesus I know, and Paul I know about, but who are you?” [Acts 19:15]. Then the possessed man overpowered all seven of them, beat them so severely that they fled the house naked and wounded. Their attempt to appropriate spiritual power for their own purposes ended in humiliation and physical harm. The spirit realm recognized their lack of authentic authority instantly, demonstrating that spiritual power cannot be manipulated or controlled by human ambition.
Aligning with Heaven
When we strip away the masks of ego, escapism, and control, what remains? What motivations for seeking God’s Spirit actually please His heart? The answer isn’t found in the absence of desire but in the purification of it. God isn’t opposed to His children hungering for more of Him—indeed, Jesus pronounced blessing on those who “hunger and thirst for righteousness” [Matthew 5:6]. The issue isn’t the intensity of our spiritual appetite but its direction.
Desperate for Transformation
What motivations please God’s heart when we seek His Spirit? First among these is desperation for transformation we cannot manufacture ourselves. This isn’t the casual desire for self-improvement that fills January gyms and empties by February. This is the bone-deep recognition that we are fundamentally unable to change ourselves in the ways that matter most. It’s the cry of someone who has tried every human method and found them all insufficient.
David models this desperation beautifully in Psalm 51. The context matters immensely—this wasn’t written during a worship service or a moment of spiritual ecstasy. This psalm flowed from the darkest moment of David’s life, after the prophet Nathan exposed his adultery with Bathsheba and murder of Uriah. His prayer reveals profound self-awareness: “Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin” [Psalm 51:1‑2].
But then comes the crucial recognition: “Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me” [Psalm 51:5]. David realizes his problem runs deeper than bad choices. He has a sin nature that no amount of willpower can overcome. This leads to his desperate cry: “Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me” [Psalm 51:10]. The word “create” here is the same Hebrew word used in Genesis 1:1—bara—which means to create something from nothing. David isn’t asking God to reform his heart or improve it. He’s asking God to create an entirely new heart.
Love-Driven Service
The second pure motivation flows from love’s desire to serve others more effectively. This marks a fundamental shift from seeking power for personal benefit to seeking it for others’ blessing. It’s the difference between wanting to be a reservoir that hoards water and wanting to be a river that nourishes everything in its path. This motivation emerges from genuine compassion for others’ needs and a recognition that human love alone is insufficient to meet those needs.
Paul makes this priority crystal clear in 1 Corinthians 13, strategically placed between his teaching on spiritual gifts in chapter 12 and their proper exercise in chapter 14. Without love, he argues, even the most spectacular spiritual gifts become worthless noise. Consider his stark evaluation: “If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal” [1 Corinthians 13:1]. The most supernatural spiritual manifestation becomes mere noise without love as its motivation.
Jesus embodied this love-driven service throughout His ministry. When He fed the five thousand, Mark tells us it was because “he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd” [Mark 6:34]. His miracles weren’t displays of raw power but expressions of redemptive love. When He healed the leper, He didn’t just speak the word from a distance—He touched the untouchable. When He raised Lazarus, He wept with those who mourned. Every demonstration of power flowed from a heart moved by love for others’ suffering.
Kingdom Advancement
The third pure motivation focuses on advancing God’s kingdom rather than building our own. This represents the full maturation of spiritual desire—when we want God’s power not for personal transformation alone or even just for serving others but for the comprehensive advancement of God’s rule and reign on earth. This motivation transcends personal benefit and even individual ministry success to embrace God’s cosmic purposes.
Before Jesus ascended, He made this connection explicit: “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth” [Acts 1:8]. Notice the direct link between power and purpose. The anointing comes with an assignment. The Spirit arrives not to make us comfortable but to make us courageous witnesses of the Kingdom of God. The power isn’t an end in itself but a means to accomplish God’s mission.
Paul’s life exemplifies kingdom-focused motivation. After encountering Christ, Paul’s motivation completely shifted: “But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ” [Philippians 3:7]. Paul wasn’t just changing religious affiliations; he was abandoning personal kingdom-building for God’s kingdom advancement. This kingdom motivation sustained Paul through incredible hardships because the kingdom of God was advancing through his ministry, and that mattered more than personal comfort or safety.
Living the Assignment
Understanding our motivations is only the beginning. The critical question remains: What will we do with the anointing when we receive it? The answer to this question determines whether we become spiritual consumers who hoard God’s gifts or kingdom agents who deploy them for divine purposes. The early church provides our template—they didn’t just experience Pentecost; they expressed it in transformative action.
From Sacred Spaces to Public Places
The Pentecost pattern provides a template for how the Spirit works through us. First, notice that the disciples didn’t remain in the upper room after the Spirit fell. Despite experiencing wind, fire, and supernatural languages in what must have been history’s most incredible worship service, they went outside. The Spirit didn’t fall so they could have endless prayer meetings in their holy huddle. The Spirit drove them into the streets, into the marketplace, into the mess of humanity.
This movement from sacred space to public place challenges our tendency toward spiritual isolationism. Too often, we want to keep our spiritual experiences contained within church walls, where they’re safe, controlled, and comfortable. We become like the disciples who wanted to build shelters on the Mount of Transfiguration and stay there permanently. But Jesus led them back down the mountain to where a demon-possessed boy waited for deliverance.
The Spirit anoints us for our workplaces, not just our worship places. He empowers us for board rooms and break rooms, for classrooms and courtrooms. That gift of discernment isn’t just for prayer meetings but for business meetings where integrity is at stake. That word of wisdom isn’t just for Sunday school but for Monday morning when a colleague faces a crisis. That gift of faith isn’t just for church projects but for neighborhood transformation.
Speaking to Be Understood
When the Spirit gave the disciples other languages at Pentecost, the miracle served a specific purpose. This wasn’t glossolalia—ecstatic utterances understood only by God. This was xenolalia—actual human languages the speakers had never learned. The miracle was communication, not confusion. The Spirit enabled them to bridge linguistic and cultural divides with the gospel message. Each person heard about God’s wonders in the language that spoke to their heart.
This principle extends far beyond the gift of tongues. The Spirit breaks down barriers between people. He enables us to communicate truth in ways that connect rather than alienate. Consider how Jesus communicated. To fishermen, He spoke of becoming “fishers of men” [Matthew 4:19]. To farmers, He told parables about soil, seeds, and harvests. To a woman at a well, He spoke of living water. He didn’t use one-size-fits-all religious jargon but adapted His message to His audience while never compromising truth.
The Spirit enables us to translate eternal truths into contemporary language. A software developer might explain sin as a virus corrupting our operating system, requiring not just patches but a complete system restore. A medical professional might describe salvation as a heart transplant—we need a new heart, not just better habits. A teacher might present discipleship as lifelong learning in the school of Christ. The goal isn’t to water down truth but to make it accessible to those who need to hear it.
Confronting Systems with Courage
Peter’s Pentecost sermon demonstrates another aspect of Spirit-empowered living: prophetic courage. He didn’t deliver a safe, comfortable message designed to offend no one. Instead, standing before a crowd that included many who had participated in Jesus’s crucifixion just weeks earlier, he declared: “Therefore let all Israel be assured of this: God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified, both Lord and Messiah” [Acts 2:36].
The boldness is breathtaking. This was the same Peter who had denied knowing Jesus when questioned by a servant girl. Now he stood before thousands, including religious and civil authorities, and indicted them for killing the Messiah. What changed? The Holy Spirit had come upon him, transforming a coward into a prophet, a denier into a declarer. The Spirit doesn’t just give us power for personal comfort but courage for public confrontation with evil.
Throughout Scripture, the Spirit anointed people to confront unjust systems. Moses, empowered by God’s Spirit, confronted Pharaoh’s system of slavery. Nathan, moved by the Spirit, confronted David’s abuse of royal power. Elijah, in the Spirit’s strength, challenged Ahab and Jezebel’s idolatrous regime. The prophetic tradition always included both forth-telling and fore-telling, but the emphasis was on forth-telling—speaking God’s truth to present situations, especially where injustice prevailed.
Reflection
Samson’s supernatural strength—defeating a thousand men, tearing apart a lion, carrying city gates—should have delivered Israel. Instead, he used his God-given anointing to pursue personal desires, to show off, for vengeance and intimidation. The tragedy? This man blessed from birth died blind, bound, and buried under rubble, taking his gift to a premature grave. He never examined his motivations or considered God’s purpose in giving him such power.
Samson’s story serves as a sobering reminder that divine power without divine purpose becomes destructive rather than redemptive. The same spiritual gifts that could have delivered Israel became tools of personal gratification that ultimately destroyed the very man who wielded them. This pattern repeats throughout history when people receive God’s power but fail to align their hearts with God’s purposes. As we seek God’s transforming power in our lives, two questions demand honest attention: Why do we want an outpouring of the Holy Spirit? And what will we do with the anointing when we receive it?
The prophet Jeremiah warned, “The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?” [Jeremiah 17:9]. Understanding our motivations requires brutal honesty about what drives our desire for spiritual power. Scripture reveals both pure and corrupted motivations for seeking God’s anointing.
Pure motivations flow from three sources. First, personal transformation—David’s desperate cry after his sin with Bathsheba: “Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me” [Psalm 51:10]. The word “create” here is bara—the same word used in Genesis 1:1, meaning to create something from nothing. David wasn’t asking God to reform his heart but to create an entirely new one. Second, love-driven service—Paul makes this crystal clear in his letter to the Corinthians: “If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal” [1 Corinthians 13:1]. The most supernatural spiritual manifestation becomes mere noise without love as its motivation. Jesus embodied this when He fed the five thousand because “he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd” [Mark 6:34]. Third, kingdom advancement—Jesus made this explicit: “But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth” [Acts 1:8]. The anointing comes with an assignment.
Corrupted motivations also take three forms. Simon the Sorcerer wanted to purchase spiritual authority to maintain his influence and income in Samaria. When he tried to buy the ability to impart the Holy Spirit, Peter’s response was fierce: “May your money perish with you, because you thought you could buy the gift of God with money! You have no part or share in this ministry, because your heart is not right before God” [Acts 8:20-21]. The seven sons of Sceva tried to wield spiritual power without spiritual authority. When they attempted to cast out demons using Jesus’s name, the demon replied, “Jesus I know, and Paul I know about, but who are you?” [Acts 19:15]. The possessed man then overpowered all seven of them. Seeking power for personal validation, advancement, or control always ends in exposure and humiliation.
Understanding motivations is only the beginning. The critical question remains: What will we do with the anointing when we receive it? Moses spent forty years learning to shepherd sheep before God called him to shepherd people. Those decades in the wilderness taught him the difference between leading for personal glory and leading for God’s purposes. When God called him from the burning bush, Moses had been so thoroughly broken of personal ambition that he tried to decline the assignment: “Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the Israelites out of Egypt?” [Exodus 3:11]. His question revealed a man who had learned to distinguish between divine calling and human aspiration.
The transformation from presumptuous prince to humble shepherd to faithful deliverer illustrates the process God uses to prepare us for authentic spiritual authority. Like Samson, we all receive gifts and power from God. Unlike Samson, may we continually examine our hearts, align our motivations with God’s purposes, and deploy His power for His kingdom rather than our own glory. The difference determines whether we become liberators or cautionary tales.
Making All Things New









































